simple_yet_complicated

2005-11-23T11:36:00.000-08:00

darksecretx has JUST been murdered n WILL NEVER BE ALIVE.. she has MOVED ON.. SO SHLD YOU

MOVED TO A BETTER PLACE.. ASK ME FOR THE URL

2005-11-22T16:59:00.000-08:00

i'm still loving the song 'vindicated'.. i dunno why.. it just make sense to me..

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of which has caught my eye

this verse is so full of meaning.. i love it even more

So clearLike the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that

i LOVE the words used in this song... especially this.. the meaning is so clear yet so far

Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]

ooo.. once again.. i'm loving this verse.. heh

i'm listening to this song over n over again.. lol.. i'm weird.. i noe.. but i love the words used.. so BOMBASTIC.. wees

What you've found sure upsets you
Never saw it coming did you?
Its easy to be suprised with both your eyes sewn closed
Handled with great percision, another thoughtless execution
You're the subject of this exhibition
A willing cadaver, a willing cadaver.
Scalpel, sutured.
Made whole again.
These cuts are leaving creases
Trace the scars, fit the peices
Tell your story, you don't need to say a word.
Call off the calvary, can't save a wretch like me
.Clean this with kerosene.
If you can't leave it be might as well make it bleed.
Scalpel, sutured.
Made whole again.

now that is what i call BOMBASTIC.. it's still by dashboard conffesionals btw

Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by

tt is what i call description.. loving all this.. dont u? no? lol.. nvm

:))

2005-11-22T13:10:00.000-08:00

netball rawkx todae.. althou it's really tiring.. but it's still OK.. we're having anuther frenly match on thurs.. so cant wait..

to clarify some things, if u noe wat i'm talking bout which i dun think u do but i'm gonna say it aniwae.. i did it because i just need to..

am i making any sense? no? well dun worry.. i'm still sane ok.. :)))))))))

i promised to myself to do my hw at todae.. my eng hw tt is... so yea.. tiz is short but really.. i did post rite??

n i LOVE harry potter n the GOB

2005-11-21T21:17:00.000-08:00

HARRY POTTER IS A MUST WATCH

n i haven lose my sanity YET

2005-11-21T11:21:00.000-08:00

ok.. so i bought 2 converse shoes.. one for sch n one for jln2.. on friday when my parents bought my bro's bdae prezzie.. lol.. budden on WEDNESDAY gonna buy my sch bag.. itz gonna be green btw.. i think it is.. lol.. but aniwae, todae gonna watch movie wif my cuzzie.. yeayea.. heh

gtg now
:))

dun get it

2005-11-19T12:35:00.000-08:00

i dun get it.. seriously.. let me get this straight.. i'm not trying to be mean or anything but.. right now, at this very moment.. i'm feeling very very SICK AND TIRED of layan-ing u.. cuz u noe y? i seriously have no mood.. so IF i dun ans ur sms-es or watever, u'll get my message..

i suddenly have the mood to actually start my hw.. n yea, o iqah n nad, i found my paper 1 n 3 already.. lol..

i guess i'll just stop here okies?
:))

lame

2005-11-18T09:09:00.000-08:00

i think i'm not gonna post for a VERY VERY long time... maybe cuz i'm sick n tired of posting.. n i found out tt my bro isnt as braaindead as i thought.. bluergh

braindead

2005-11-16T09:24:00.000-08:00

i'm not feeling over the moon about todae AT ALL.. mostly becaouse my hell of a bro took the cam... obviously he doesnt have a decent common sense cuz it is alreadi KNOWN IN OUR HOUSE tt if u're not USING THE CAM.. put where ppl see it not BRING IT TO SCH.. n say U THOUGHT NO ONE WAS USING IT n BLAME THE OTHERS.. excuse me my DEAR bro, u dun exactly OWN the cam do u? i PAID THE EXACT amount for it oh thnk u veri much.. so DUN TALK NONSENSE..

ok.. so i'm pissed off not just by him.. but he's the main one.. uurrgghh.. everybody is getting on my nerves lately n it IS NOT GOOD.. cuz i'm gonna blow up.. rite... NOW

u noe wat? i'm SICK N TIRED of u.. acting like u noe me.. when u seriously dun.. I'M SICK N TIRED of u acting like u noe wat i'm saying but u du.. i'm SICK N TIRED of u... finding faults in MY FRENZ when they DIDN'T FREAKINGLY DO ANYTHING WRONG.. so Y THE HEEEELL did u freakingly blowed up at her when SHE ASKED U NICELY..

ok.. i think i'm calmed down now.. i think.. bluergh.. wat the hell m i talking bout? how can u be CALMED DOWN when ur bro took away the CAM U WANTED TO USE.. i'm still not gonna forgive me.. the agony of having a braindead bro

-_-

2005-11-16T09:08:00.000-08:00

my BROTHER is a FUCKING IDIOT n tt is the statement of the century.. i HATE HIM

lala

2005-11-15T11:34:00.000-08:00

ok... so yest was great.. althou y butt really hurts frm the bike rides.. lol.. n the food was great.. dammit.. i can just say tt everything was great.. lol

i dun wanna update rite now.. sooo.. i'll have a longer post later aite?

posers piss me off

2005-11-12T15:29:00.000-08:00

lately, i've been getting the impression tt this certain sumone, i wont name who, is acting unlike him/herself.. i mean.. i feel like he/she is trying to pose to be sumone tt she'hez not.. itz kinda getting on my nerves.. seriously.. i may be wrong, but i kinda think tt hez/shez been trying to imitate some of us here who has a certain ORIGINALITY tt maybe she/he doesnt.. just one advice.. go find ur own style yea?

ppl have been getting on my nerves lately n now i just wanna ramble bout it.. i find some ppl so fake, trying to be sumone they're not n acting like they actually noe wat they're doing when they dun.. hello.. u hav a BRAIN if u might notice.. itz in ur skull.. u use it to think? yea? so wat makes u think u can just imitate others n get away wif it.. BLUERGH

n i always wonder why ppl are getting so obssesed wif local stars like taufik batisah or maybe the now famous 4 finalists of anugerah.. they're just normal ppl wif luck n talent tt gets them UP THERE.. they are so so normal.. so y.. when they make it to the telly.. u have to go screaming OMG.. KHAIRUL ANWAR SO CUTE.. I WANNA MARRY HIM.. n blah blah blah.. ok.. i noe i was like tt.. obssesed over fauzi n thinking hez the best but if u actually think bout it.. they are ppl who makes mistakes.. i dun go around I LOVE FAUZI.. in frenster or watever.. N YEA.. althou i said i LOVE ian somerhalder or watever.. i noe i just love im for his looks.. even dumb ppl noes tt.. itz just lust for gdness sake.. STOP DREAMING PPL

n yea.. i kinda sprained my ankle yest in netball so ttz the reason i didnt get going to kallang for netball todae.. sorry yea netballers?

wif tt.. i'll end it.. if my post make u TERASER sumhow.. then u noe wat to do dun u?

:))

in heaven

2005-11-11T12:15:00.000-08:00

HELLOS.. heh.. me here again todae.. so just wanna flashback on yest.. me n iqa watched 'just like heaven'.. itz a really sweet movie.. lol.. n funny toos.. recommended of cuz.. wees

todae, fortunately, i have netball.. why fortunately? cuz i wont need to hear my mum's nagging n worry bout the other things in my mind.. one thing gd bout netball is tt u can always vent ur anger on the BALL n unfortunately, if itz too hard, ur partner will get hit.. lol.. i'm evil... aniwaes.. n netball takes ur mind off every single thing.. the only things u can remember is; to do well, catch the freaking ball, make a gd pass AND endure the tiredness.. te yayness.. i LOVE netball.. lol

n i still haven touched my hw.. i'll touch.. tmr.. yea.. TMR.. wees.. yea rite.. i'm always saying things like that but never even doing it.. yea.. me n my lazy bum..

now listening to we're in heaven.. i'm starting to love tt song.. itz soo.. sweet.. n.. sweet.. is this a sensible sentence? lol.. i dun think so.. so aniwae.. i'm thinking of a new URL.. so i'll tell u if i decided the URL alreadi aite? lol..

i wanna watch anuther movie.. lol.. n get a haircut.. n get converse shoe.. man.. i wanna be rich.. just think bout it.. if i'm rich.. i wanna buy my own house.. wif a music room filled wif drum set, guitars, piano, violin n EVERYTHING.. i wanna be like mr trump.. money money money.. i'm starting to become very obsessed wif money.. lol.. itz all bout... THE MONEY

wees.. i'll guess i'll end.. hope tiz a a gd enuff post for u readers out there.. dun mind my crap.. i'm full of it
:))

wake me up

2005-11-10T11:06:00.000-08:00

me here again.. okieess.. so yesterday was ok lar if u didnt count the part where all of us got DRENCHED TO THE SKIN.. lolx.. but it was ok.. cuz we got dried up instantly with the use of the fan.. lolx.. oo yea.. n mas had tiz freaky green eyes with the help of contact lens... lol.. nicenice.. it GREEN for gdness sake! anything green is nice.. lol

so aniwae.. letz not talk bout yest.. wees.. todae i'm gonna go to the movies wif iqa.. lol.. since i dun wanna be stuck at home for watever reasons.. it's the holiays for gdness sake! so aniwae.. recently, i've been getting this weird weird dreams.. lol.. n itz really scary cuz it's just so weird.. i dun wanna have this freaking weird dreams..

y m i talking crap here? beause i freakingly have no idea wat to talk bout except all ttz stated ABOVE.. so the only thing tt i cld do to not bore u is stop.. so i'm stopping..

:))

nana

2005-11-09T09:40:00.000-08:00

wees.. i'm supposed to be getting ready for todae's hari raya outing.. lolx.. i cant wait to see THEM.. as in my pri sch frenz.. wees.. n get MONEY.. n take neoNEO.. even thou SHA IS NOT GOING.. hmph.. n hopefully.. i'll get to see some INTERESTING PERSON.. LOLX

me gtg now
:))

no way

2005-11-08T20:54:00.000-08:00

omg.. OMG.. sha's not going tmr.. for hari raya.. damn her.. U SHLD SKIP THE WATEVER BRIEFING.. itz REALLY IMPORTANT for u to be there tmr.. n get MONEY.. nyehahahah..

so aniwae.. todae we had.. jengjengjeng.. NETBALL.. as i said earlier in my other post.. well.. todae's training was ok.. but damn it.. we came at 2 budden we cannot start training bcuz students having i-dunno-wat exam and we cant train till 3.30! see how long we hafta wait? budden me n shairah took a stroll at the classroom block to pass the time.. lolx.. kinda miss 1o2.. wees... so aniwae.. at bout 3, we ran 2 round outside.. lolx.. didnt have a gd timing.. figures.. wees.. budden training was surprisingly not tt tough.. cuz not much running.. wees.. n the weather's good.. :))

ohhh yeeeaa.. was damn happy todae.. cuz u noe y?? i saw *tt person*.. omg omg.. n itz not the one tt stays the same block as me.. itz another one.. omg omg.. itz kinda very very.. crazy cuz *tt person* was going down the escalator n i was going up n i was rushing cuz i was late.. wees.. then *tt person* looked up the same time as i did.. n BOOM BAM CLASH ZANG JENG.. JENGJENGJENG.. whooossh.. i cld swear i stopped breathing rite there n then.. wees.. i feel.. goood

wees.. lalalalala.. me gtg.. sad to sae.
:))

2005-11-08T10:50:00.000-08:00

hello there! how are u? i'm not fine, THANK YOU.. ok.. i'll cut the crap.. wees.. i'm feeling really really not ready for netball todae.. maybe cuz i noe the training will be VERY VERY tough.. but.. i just hafta go.. wees..

so watz been happening here in the morning? not much to tell ya the truth.. itz the same old thing.. this is one of the times when i actually miss sch.. n i miss nad n iqa n yda n nadi n mus n az n haz n wani n izza.. yes.. i'm missing everyone.. i'm weird.. i used to hate sch so much.. urrggh..

have u ever noticed how time flies? i mean, one moment u're sec 1 n suddeny u're sec 2... itz scary.. really.. time's not giving u time to actually do sumtin bout ur life.. lolx.. i'm not making any sense am i? i dun plan to.. really.. tiz is just wats been going on in my head.. u noe like, after every year u're supposedly gonna be a better person? well, i'm trying here but itz seriously hard.. old habits die hard as they say.. i juz dunno.. i wanna start sec 2 fresh.. wees.. lolx

n i haven even touched any of my hw.. y? cuz i'm just so lazy to even place a single finger on it.. hws bores me to the freaking core of the eart.. whoosh..

n now i'm hungry.. heh.. guess i'll stop here..
:))

how u remind me

2005-11-07T18:27:00.000-08:00

finally finding the urge to blog it all out.. i've just noticed that that i was so in too deep wif editing my blogskin that i have not been writing a sensible post filled wif more sensible sutff so here i am.. lolx.. ok.. after jumping frm one blog to anuther, i noticed there are lyk, some fight between two blogger.. lolx.. kinda funny cuz i used to tt too... blogging all my anger so that tt other person will read it n be hurt but i guess i dun really need to use it now do i? cuz saying it face to face is much MUCH easier.

animal kingdom had its share of fights.. who could forget rite? i mean, frm the starting of the year it's all about fights.. lolx... but right now.. therez no more complications cuz frankly, i'm so sick of fighting.. figures doesn't it? i spent my p6 life shouting vulgarities to tt certain other group over such lil things..

y m i talking bout fights here? cuz i'm freakingly inspired by wat i read just now.. lolx.. i'm weird.. but most importantly, right now, i'm dealig wih my own complications.. complications of the heart.. u dun get it do u? who does if i myself dun get it.. i just dun noe ok? it's all mixed up there but i'm sur i can figure it out.. soon.. cuz itz freakingly wearing me out..

wees.. but before all that.. i wanna buy the zen vision.. it has like 30gb.. omg.. if only if only.. lolx.. i want the zen microphoto tooos... wees.. lolx.. i noe i'm like, asking too much rite? well... ttz me..

okies.. i think this post can last u for a while.. lolx.. me busy tmr so probably cant post..

till then,
:))

zen vision------ http://www.creative.com/products/pmp/
zen microphoto------ http://www.creative.com/products/mp3/zenmicrophoto/

changed skin.

2005-11-07T14:47:00.000-08:00

wees... i'm here again.. changed my skin.. and heavily edited it all up.. lolx.. i'm juz so addicted to changing my skins now tt i learn how to do some edits.. lolx.. thnx to wanting of cuz.. weees... i'll keep tiz post short cuz i wanna do a new pic.. lolx

:))

changed pic

2005-11-06T20:31:00.000-08:00

wee.. changed the pic.. lol

hari raya

2005-11-06T16:16:00.000-08:00

ok.. so i have not been updating for like.. erm..3 days? lol.. caught up wif the hari raya rush. i hafta say hari raya was quite ok.. heh.. i kinda had fun.. n of cuz my sis n i took lotz n lotz of pics.. lol.. we drove my bro mad.. weehe.. enjoyable enuff.. lol.. ok.. so the first day was.. erm.. ok.. but yesterday was the best lar.. cuz we played er.. sort of truth or dare kinda game n it was damn hilarious.. lol..

okies.. so tmr there shld be netball.. wees.. can burn the fats tt i've gained during the weekends

i'll make tiz a short post aite? no mood to write. :))

crapping it out

2005-11-02T20:19:00.000-08:00

i'm getting oh-so-bored cuz i hav like nothing else to do... n rite now, i'm so NOT looking forward to tmr.. maybe cuz i noe i look VERY VERY ugly in my baju raya.. yes.. dun argue wif me.. n i'll probably be SO QUIET tt ppl wont even notice i'm there.. lol... i have a reputation for tt.. aniwes.. who cares? i only see my cuzzies like.. twice a year?? maybe thrice?? lol.. i'm being very very bad.. i'm supposed to enjoy the company of my cuzzies but sumhow i dun fit in.. n like who cares cuz i can make meself happy juz ALONE.. but it gets boring.. lol

so aniwae.. maybe after hari raya i'm gonna like cut my hair SHORT.. yeap SHORT.. wanna try a new hairstyle.. got inspired by this gurl working at causeway.. damn nice.. lol.. i wish i can just cut my hair bald.. imagine tt.. lol..

i'm boredd.. can i just skip tmr? no? oh wells.. ttz life.. bluergh.. i'm starting to hate myself.. can i hate myself? no? bluergh.. boredBORED.. i have like a million things to write but like i juz discovered, my fingers dun co-ordinate wif my brain well.. am i boring u? heh.. i bore everyone but who the hell cares? lalalalalalalalalalalalala.. i'm not in the mood to celebrate.. skip tmr.. letz move on to friday.. nooooooo.. lol.. wish me luck tmr..

y be pretty when u can be ugly? lol.. i'm CRAP-ing again.. but seriously.. y does being pretty matters?? y cant it be the ugly duckling who has all the popularity.. itz all in the mind.. *_*

jengjeng.. i wanna grab sumting to eat.. appetiteAPPETITE.. lol

cyas
:))

spring cleaning

2005-11-02T13:59:00.000-08:00

lalalalalala... juz finished cleaning the whole freaking house... do u noe how tiring tt is?? i mean like.. i hafta scrub all the windows n grills n mop the house.. omg.. dun ever live wif my sister.. she wants the WHOLE HOUSE SUPER CLEAN.. n i mean superSUPER.. aiyoyo

so aniwae.. now gg to causeway point for last minute shoppig for hari raya stuff.. which includes my earrings n clips for my hair.. AT LAST...

tmr's hari raya.. wee... at last.. i've been waiting for tmr for.. like... months?? lol... at last i can eat all i want.. lol.. wait.. there are lots of stuffs coming up

- hari raya wif family
- netball
-hari raya wif my p6 frenz
- netball
- netball
- CLASS OUTING AT EAST COAST.. WEE
- netball
- hari raya wif animal kingdom
- netball
- netball
- netball
- netball

n the freaking list goes on

itz freaking gd yet bad.. but one thing's for sure.. cant wit for class outing.. itz the sun the sea n.. er... food? lol.. but itz a long wait thou.. bluergh

to everyone

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN
:))

someday

2005-11-01T15:34:00.000-08:00

bacccck... heh.. well.. letz just start frm yest alrite? first.. i went for netball n we played under the freaking sun n it felt like we were being barbecued.. heh... so aniwae.. i stopped half way cuz cldnt take it then after tt quickly go home to change n all cuz meeting yda n nadi at cosway

SO we ended up gg to pizza hut n not seoul garden cuz itz like very expensive.. so aniwae.. at first it was very very hectic cuz buka alreadi n they still haven served the drinks.. so basically nadi was getting irritated n at last after like 10 min the drinks came.. talk bout being slow.. but all was great after everything is being served.. yummy.. especially the pizza wif the triple cheese n the chicken n the fries.. omg.. n the waiters too.. lol.. :))

after tt we went WINDOW SHOPPING.. window only ar.. heh.. then hafta go home alreadi

weeee.. i'm bored to death.. no.. i'm still alive thnk u.. so aniwae.. my 3rd point is.. i have a new HP.. itz a freaking samsung one n nad.. it has infrared.. :P.. oooooo.. i'm over the freaking rainbow n itz like one more day till hari raya n i havent buy m earings.. gawd gawd.. oo.. n we have a digi cam!! WEE... u noe wat tt means rite? NO? GO FIGURE..

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalaal
:))

i'll end here FOR NOW

ooo.. n i saw this baby eeyore dollie.. cutecute

pizza hut

2005-11-01T11:40:00.000-08:00

3 things

-had netball yest.. not gd
-went pizza hut wif yda, iqa n nadi for buka.. BEST..WEE
- new hp... lol.. :))

i'll elaborate after cleaning my house..
:))

happy deepavali n happy belated bdae bodong!

paper heart

2005-10-30T23:28:00.000-08:00

thinking of changing my URL again.. heh.. i'm just so bored.. i need a new supply of books to read for the week ahead which basically means i need to get to the library tmr after OR before netball practice so satisfy my needs.. :))

currently obssesed wif movies n i dun have any freaking idea y.. but neways.. my schedule during the hols is tight cuz basically..

FIRST WEEK - NETBALL, HARI RAYA
2nd week - netball, netball, netball, jln hari raya
3rd week - class outing netball netball

get wat i mean?

beways.. i gtg.. bluergh.. i'll cont later okies?

truth cookie

2005-10-29T13:34:00.000-07:00

OOO... i'm getting excited over sumtin i'm not sure i'll be getting.. i'm nuts arent i? so aniwae.. the house feels dead.. probably becuz my insane brother is asleep outside n my father is looking at the walls doing i dunno wat.. inspecting it maybe cuz he wants to paint it n i dun wanna be a part of it.. bluergh.. so aniwae.. back to my first sentence.. y m i excited? itz cuz i may be getting a new hp.. MAYBE.. u see.. my father has mood swings so i hafta grab tiz chance if not all wld be missed.. so yea.. hah.. luckily there were no Cs in my results.. maybe tt y hez being VERY VERY cheerful.. heh..

ok.. so i'm supposed to be starting my hol hw but u see.. i juz dun hav the mood to do it probably cuz itz FREAKING HOLIDAYS FOR GOODNESS SAKE... my my.. this teachers are such irritating ass-es.. y did i join BP aniwae? i have no freaking idea.. so todae.. i'm trying to be HAPPY n relax for awhile cuz i hafta go back to sch on mon for netball so basically.. the sch will not be missed AT ALL..

okok... i'm just getting so bored rite this very minute.. i'll update when therez sumtin INTERESTING going on here aite?

:))

neoprints

2005-10-28T20:59:00.000-07:00

i seriously dunno wat i'm trying to achieve.. lol

yes... hols coming.. heh

crazy ppl do crazy stuff.. in our case.. we put our FOOT near the cam.. say cheese footsie!!

me n saf.. heh..

i'm supposedly posing.. boleh laaaar

hahahah.. my fav.. sweeeet.. MONEY

now.. ttz true.. bffl

last day

2005-10-28T17:48:00.000-07:00

WOOTS.. todae's the last day.. like FINALLY.. okok... letz start frm the beggining.. well.. tt NONSENSICAL miss chiang is so damn bloody STOOPID tt she wasted like 1 FREAKING HOUR doing u noe waT? SORTING OUT THE REPORT BOOK.. n she like made us wait while other classes got their report book ALREADI.. n she didnt even WANT TO HELP N JUST FLICK HER HAIR LIKE AS IF SHEZ IN A PANTENE ADVERTISEMENT... man.. darah up ar.. so after waiting for her we finally got our report and by tt time the IPW presentation was going TO START ALREADI... as in the first grp going to present.. CHIANGSNAIL betol... n then she forced the whole class to help her sell ICE-CREAM n she wont let us leave the stall EVEN FOR NETBALL BUT SHE only gave 15 MIN.. crappy... i dun want her as my form teacher EVER AGAIN.. damn her

so ANIWAE.. we had our sch bazaar/open house todae.. quite fun yet boring.. but we also did our IPW presentation todae.. it was ok i guess but i didnt present much.. so sorry... i juz cldnt.. the camera gives me the creeps.. i mean like.. this grp of guys were recording our presentation.. like omg.. then we had our pic taken wif our product.. i must sae our product was ok i guess considering it was a last minute work.. but who wants to redo it rite? so must put in tt tiny bit of effort.. YEAP.. ANIHOW JIA YOU

sooo.. then after tt quicly changed to my netball tee n went to the netball sort-of-booth.. budden went back to sell ice-cream.. damn fun cuz we were like forcing some ppl to buy to support MISS CHIANG n her CHEMISTRY.. n we were like 'LE LONG LE LONG.. ONEDOLLARONEDOLLARONEDOLLAR'.. damn fun.. n we walked around n around and at last watched band at the hall n modern dance n choir tooo... gd show.. heh.. n pri schs came to our sch tooooos... damn crowded.. lotz of economy merosot gurlz who just cldnt be decently decent for one secon.. wth?

then after tt found out tt therez no netball so went lot 1 wif yda n nad n take neoprint.. wee.. then after tt met safia at causeway point and walk around n find her a suitable necklace for hari raya.. n then took neoprint.. AGAIN.. n we met sha also.. GOOD DAY

so yea.. todae's the last day of sch but it doesnt feel like the last day of sch.. kinda sad actually cz next year we'll be sec 2 n then sec 3.. n then O LEVEL... scary.. time's going too fast.. make it stop.. i'll miss my 1o2 classroom for sure.. we had our fond memories.. BOO HOO.. but on the other hand.. itz FREAKING HOLIDAYS... weeeeee... 24 hours doing ABSOLUTELY ANITING WE WANT... now tt life

but wait.. we still have hw.. like omg.. damn them
:P
fuchun came todae.. WEE

n results was ok.. heh

2005-10-27T18:23:00.000-07:00

heh.. back.. i forgot to mention sumtin.. ince there waas no teachers at class todae me n nad took pics n more pics.. heh.. crazy us... n changed my blogskin again.. SOREE

over my head

2005-10-27T17:20:00.000-07:00

wees~.. i'm back ppl.. well.. where do i start? mmm.. todae after sch hfta to do the IPW project.. damn troublesome i tell ya.. i mean.. if i hav the choice i wldnt wanna work for DC... i have better things to do.. bluergh.. so aniwae, i did the product cuz tmr we'll be presenting then we watched the netball game.. so sad man... red hse won... the score not close at all... figures

sooo... found out todae tt my sch is being invited to the open hse.. yea!! n then mr tan checked our class and found a cobweb n started saying tt therez spiderman... tt guy is crazy man.. totally nuts.. sick in the mind and watever u call it..

not much to sae bout todae actualli.. heh.. very lazy to update lar.. seriously serious.. tmr i update aite?

n todae 2nd last dae of sch!!
WOOTS

somewhere only we know

2005-10-24T18:20:00.000-07:00

weee.. i'm happy.. i think... or maybe i'm juz glad... but wth.. my hard work *erhem* paid off cuz I CAN SHOOT... NO MORE AIR BALL... wahahahaha... wat a freaking miracle... everytime the ball pass thru the hoop i wld dance.. yes... i noe i'm crazy.. but nobody's there to watch aniwae cuz itz only blue house practising half court n phyllis n kelly n xinyee doing their shooting.. n i'm loving my position... once in a lifetime getta play goal attack..

ok.. so letz start frm the very beggining children.. a long long time ago... we had to go to skool.. n found out we had post exam activities in the HALL which requires OUR LEGS to SIT ON TOP OF FREAKING WOOD cuz there is a TALK.. the first talk my children.. was done by VOID, tiz sorta band.. they sang SOAK UP THE SUN, NOBODY'S FOOL, PERFECT and anuther song.. ok.. so it was INTERESTING but some of the TEACHERS were SLEEPING eg. mrs EE.. -_-.. the next TALK was done by MR TAY frm i dunno where n yet again, we hafta SIT ON TOP OF FREAKING WOOD.. n it was VERY VERY ONCOMFORTABLE cuz we hafta sit there for 1 HR++++ n we were NOT allowed to SLEEEEEP.. n so children, he talk n talk bout his personal experience n i admit it was INTERESTING AT FIRST budden i was TOO SLEEPY to actually really pay attention.. so in conclusion my children.. it was a GD talk filled wif GD stuff but it was juz BORING

after the talks.. we went back to the classroom n had our usual lesson.. n then AFTER TT.. we practised for the interhouse netball thingy so letz get back to the first paragraph.. heh.. we had a match wif red house.. they were good... budden i am proud to sae tt we improved a lot.. not much stepping but some contacts.. mus was good at defending n yda had improved.. iqah also improved... actually everyone improved.. heh.. cheers*.. after the match the blue house played half court among ourselves n i became GS which is totally cool cuz the ball got in when i shoot.. HURRAY*... n fiona left ask a very sweet message.. thnx FIONA

so todae was gd... i'm gd.. oooo yea~

janice, yda, atiqah, musfirah, nadia n chu suan(i dunno how to spell her name), WE SHALL JIA YOU N BEAT PURPLE HOUSE.. WEEEE.. BELIEVE IN URSELVES N WORK ON UR DEFENDING N GRABBING THE BALL N OF CUZ STEPPING N CONTACT.. GO BLUE HOUSE!!

2005-10-23T02:53:00.000-07:00

one of the cute ones frm 'lost'.. but sadly hez not the cutest.. heh

nathan nathan.. frm one tree hill.. cute i admit.. but still not the cutest

n the award for the cutest guy goes to IAN SOMERHALDER frm 'lost'.. aint he cute? n hez MINE.. yummy yummy...

:))

if u were mine

2005-10-22T11:22:00.000-07:00

my mum is being such a *toot*.. itz not like itz my fault tt i forgot to take some of the papers.. like she is so perfect.. she obvioously is NOT.. uuurrgghh.. cant wait to get out of the house to go cozway.. bless all of those ppl who ask me to follow them to cozway.. heh..

lalalalalalalalala... i actually thought todae therez sch n sorta panic in the moning cuz i haven charge my hp... luckily never change to sch u.. talk bout craziness.. bluergh... i'm restless.. i'm bored n i havent tell my mum bout the class outing thingy cuz obviously now is NOT the right time.. go figure.. bluergh.. tiz is so sucky laaaar

k lar.. gtg
:))

yummy

2005-10-21T20:34:00.000-07:00

feeling way bored... waiting for 9pm so can watch tt cute guy in channel 8 show n drool.. yes i noe.. i'm crazy.. let's see.. i'm drooling over chad michael murray n tt dark haired guy who played nathan in one tree hill.. the yummy-ness... mmm.. n tt guy who played in 'lost' who died when the plane fell.. yummy yummy.. :P

lalalalalalalalalalalalalala... 30 mins to go... i think i've gone completely kuckoo.. but bettr than being moody.. heh.. letz see.. maybe gonna practise netball tmr... i'll tell the freaking truth.. i LOVE netball.. no.. i LOVE NETBALL.. see the diff.? both the word 'love' n 'netball' is capitalised.. or however u spell it.. yea yea.. netball rawkx netball rawkx.. i've caught the netball disease n i'm loing it.. ok.. tiz is the part when u shld scratch ur head n ask urself whether i've gone completely crazy cuz yes.. i'm completely crazy.. YAY

my scanner is being a *****.. yeap.. sumtingz wrong.. probably software stuff.. wat? i'm no computer expert.. lalallalalala.. still waiting.. i want my sister home so tt i can eat 'burger king'.. wat? i hav a huge appetite... used up all my energy in netball... bluergh.. no.. not bluergh.. itz YAY.. get it? no? aiya... nvm

lastly.. i wld like to sae sorry to every single one of u if i snapped at u cuz ezzati wasnt being herself before 8pm on friday the 21st... so sorry ppl.. hehehe... n happy burfday ana!!

:))

i think i've found my sense of humour.. woohoo!

.

2005-10-21T16:34:00.000-07:00

i'm aching everywhere.. heh... well.. today stayed back for bout one hour to practise for the interhouse netball thingy.. yeap... lots of stepping but ok lar.. (okok laaar.. heh).. n i fell... n yea.. i'm ok dun worry.. the bits n pieces of netball.. heh.. i still love netball thou

so yea.. so went to sch all moody but cheered up a bit lar.. i think.. bluergh... dun really noe watz wrong wif me.. yes.. i noe i've been repeating tiz for the past few posts but itz juz tre cuz i'm kinda confused n all.. heh

so aniwae... slept thru history.. like.. really really slept cuz miss tay was like tickling my ear budden i didnt even wake up until like 50 secs went by... i'm just sleepy ttz all... i'm always sleepy.. then in mats we gotta do survey n for the next half hour of maths i slept.. again.. then our recess has been extended so went for eng n watched HARRY POTTER N THE PRISONER OF AZKABAN.. (10 points off gryffindor or however u spell it).. heh.. cant wait for the newest harry potter movie to come.. YEAP

so there u have it.. ym freaking life... bluergh.. probably gonna use the comp again later cuz my bro wont be home till tmr.. gd for him n everybody else..n yea... gonna have class outing soon.. heh.. havent told my parents yet.. very lazy to tell them.. sucky wucky

k lar..
:))

:(

2005-10-19T17:38:00.000-07:00

Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine, but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind

There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes and it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows

CHORUS:
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday

I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself that if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be

CHORUS
Every time I see you falling I'll
Get down on my knees and pray;
I'm waiting for the final moment you'l
lSay the words that I can't say.

love tiz song
:))
lotz of meaning

CRUSHED

2005-10-19T16:52:00.000-07:00

did quite badly for maths.. bluergh... itz worse than malay... n i sucked at malay... strange.. bluergh... suffering frm muscle aches everywhere... serve me rite rite? heh... riiite... well... took neoprint todae wif iqah n nad.. heh... funfun... saw jane n her frenz n other ppl tooos... hehe.. bluergh.. not in the mood todae to rite lots.. kinda in a bad mood.. heh

i dunno watz up wif me but i'm kinda not being myself lately n i hav all this mood swings.. bluergh.. dun wanna talk bout it..

soTIRED

2005-10-18T18:48:00.000-07:00

lalalalalala... wah.. todae so tired man... imagine running two ounds outside without food n water.. u will get headaches... n damn... feel like i can die of dehydration any second now.. bluergh... but my timing was 23min+++.. hehe... stop 4 times mah.. heh... budden todae's netball training was ok lar.. practise shooting.. n i sucked at it.. bluergh.. then played match n did the 'L' N BEAT THE BALL.. n then went home.. all the way home my legs were aching like hell... n have blister alreadi.. so much for nice legs... :P

lalalalalalalala... i hav gd news... actually quite unexpected.. heh.. i passed my malay.. WOOTS... wif an wait.. i think either b3 or a2.. WOOOOTS.... hahahaha.. didnt expect myself to get so much cuz i juz suck at malay.... so true... budden nad.. u hav to perservere aite? then we got our physics n history paper... did ok for both... cant say itz actually over-the-top EXCELLENT.. hahahaha.. but i guess i shld give two pats on my back.. only i'm lazy to do it rite now.. tiz veri moment.. heh

n u noe wat tiz all means? i may be getting a new hp if i persuade my father in the rite way.. now scheming a very evil plan.. muahahhahahahahahaha

heh.. n nad... if i die on thursday in netball... all my assets will got to my baby taz.. bluergh.. U WONT BE GETTING MY MP3... hehe

k lar.. gtg aite... da nk buka laaaaar... :))

2005-10-17T20:11:00.000-07:00

everythingz going haywire in my brain.. i cant think straight n all i feel like doing is curling back in tt shell i was in ages ago n never go out ever again.... i guess tt'll be alrite.. i will not bother anyone n no one will bother me... wat a 'perfect life' .... if only things were tt easy.. bluergh.. i'm not making any sense m i? itz juz tt my feelings are all mix together in a blending machine n itz making me go nuts.... itz too hard.. bluergh.. i am gonna freakingly die... bluergh...

gawd.. some inconsiderate ppl outside are shouting like hell as if a tornado is coming towards us.. crazy -_-.. i want a digi cam.. bluergh..

THINGS ARE NOT GOOD

WAIT

2005-10-17T19:53:00.000-07:00

i think i forgot to mention tt atiqah came to my house n we had fun.. sorta.. heh... itz been a long time since we hung out so.. yea.... kinda not being myself lately so sorry if i was moody to anione of u aite? i miss sha n saf n ana... bluergh... i wanna see then again.. they're my freaking family.. how i wished i was back in pri sch.. it juz seemed much more simpler.. if u never count the fights we had.. :P.. i'll call sha... rite bout... tmr? yea.. i will.. wait for ym call aite?

oo yea... received our chem paper... did ok i guess

all MINE

2005-10-17T18:30:00.000-07:00

lalalalalalalalala... feeling happy todae.. heh.. finally.. after million of years of waiting... the BABY TAZ DOLL IS ALL MINE.. nyehahahahahah... (tiz is suppose to be an evil laugh.. but.. er.. -_-) lalalala.... okok.. i wldnt be so heartless as not to say a very VERY meaningful thank u to my dear niz... :P gawd.. itz so cute.. been hugging it for 5 whole minutes.. (psychotism)

okok... soooooo... today we had music n we went to the comp lab.. of cuz.. some of us took tiz opportunity to surf the freaking net even after miss lee said we shldnt.. n i of cuz was listening to my jukebox instead of playing the watever keys.. :))

lalalalala... then after sch went lib to borrow some books n then waited for niz.. (u were LATE).. then went home wif iqa n amirah 2c... damn.. budden me n iqa dropped at my old bus stop n kinda walk.. ok.. i admit.. just hoping to see a certain sumone ok?

i'm kinda torn.. cuz the thing is... i dun wanna break hearts budden i will eventually break one if i'm not too careful.. which freakingly ***... gawd... itz confusing... blame me... bluergh

2005-10-16T18:09:00.000-07:00

i'n gonna fail my religious exam no doubt.. but who the hell cares? so aniwaes.. still raining here.. itz all cold n... cold... bluergh.. listening to gavin degraw's i dun want to be.. i lurve tt song... itz YUMMY.. bluergh... cant wait for tmr.. yeayea
:))

raining

2005-10-16T12:40:00.000-07:00

itz raining here.. n itz the perfect weather to juz sleep n never wake up till buka.. aaahh... ttz the life... but too bad.. i'm having religious class later n therez exam which i dun even bother to study.. heck care laaar..

dengdeng.. i cant wait to go to sch.. yes.. i'm crazy.. itz just tt i miss the psychotism... itz dead boring at home... even wif a comp.. but even more boring without a comp... ok.. wth? the main point is.. itz boring cuz i cant eat to pass the time... bluergh.. i want hersheys.. i want FOOD... i want him.. :P

okok... i think i'll end here... i'm boring u guys wif my so-dead-boring life... heh

:))

2005-10-15T15:15:00.000-07:00

lemme start wif a real post ok? kk... well... juz got back the comp.. actually not juz like.. around 12 like tt... damn happy.. miss my comp so muchhh... then decided to change my skin to a new one... wat? ok rite? heh.. n now here i am... nutting to do alreadi.... actually, i'm supposed to study for my religious exam but i'm veri VERI lazy to do so... who wldnt be? i mean who wld want to spent their not-so-perfect saturday afternoon wif the comp as a companion.. ok.. tiz is so lame rite? riiiiiiiiiiite

so aniway.. thinking of changing my url again.. heh.... probably changing next year.. dun mind me.. i'm crazy.. heh...

end here lar
:))

lalalalalala

2005-10-15T12:45:00.000-07:00

guess wat guess wat? i'm back!!! lalalalalalala.. the comp is back.. weee... heheehehehe.. sorry.. juz being crazy... hah... lalalalalalalalaallaa.. update later lar... nutting to write.. heh

over the freaking rainbow

2005-10-13T12:28:00.000-07:00

no.. i'm not feeling over the moonbut over the rainbow? u wanna noe y? cuz itz like 3 more days till sundaywhen my sis n bro will fix the comp...for real... i'm getting so restless at homen itz like.. 3 more days of no comp = dead tome... gawd... wat m i complaining for?u noe wat? cuz i miss my compso much.. i'm sure u're getting sick of this comp talk so i'll change the topic kays?

so letz see... yest went to watch a movie wif yda n nadi.... itz gd actualli cuz the theatre was practically ours.... ahhhhh.. i loike... i wanna watch into the blue now.... anione willing to follow me? iz only 7.50... gawd... i'm being a brat... dengdeng

i wanna go back to sch..can i? itz so boring at home... i moss my table n chairs(ttz lame i noe).. n i freakingly miss netball.... yeap... i still lurve netball u noe but i thinki've gain weight n well... not gd for the stamina so they say... so looking forward to training... i think

muahahahahahahaha... boredbored... i wanna goooo escape..yea rite... escap as in escapetheme park not escapeESCAPE... crazy..

lalalalala.. end here lar

bored lord
:))

weehahahah

2005-10-11T12:29:00.000-07:00

exam over alreadi... paper 2 quite tough but getta finish the whole paper rite on time.. hehe.. well.. dun hav much credit in my acc so gonna make it short.. got five days of holiday but i think itz gonna be damn borig cuz my comp is stilll in ICU... n it will not be back till next week.. sad rite?? of cuz laaaaaaaaaar.... hahahahahaha... crazy pig.... hahaahaha... ok then/.. gonna stop here... will update asap aite? pray for me tt my comp is ookok kk?

bomb alikazom
:))

took neoprint.. wee
:))

mathsMATHSdeadDEAD

2005-10-10T13:46:00.000-07:00

weehahahha.. me in the lib now... the comp so slow man... budden hafta be thnkful.. rite?? my comp is being repaired n reformat-ed which means everyting tt i saved is GONE.. GONE.. but luckily i saved my dear bzaby taz's photo in my mp3.. weehahahaha.. okok... maths today was... ok... but i dunno how to do the x y stuff so juz anihow do lar.. n mr chiam came to our class again but at least in CME so he became an entertainmetnt for all those bored souls in 1o2 which means every single one of us.. dengdengdeng... okok... i very lazy to write all those freaking long posts cuz tiz keybOARD IS so freaking noisy n i'm like so short.. not gd for my eyes.. weehahahaha..

cant wait for tmr's paper to be over then PARTY.. weehahahaha.. neoprint time.. weehahahaha,... n sha.. i'll call today aite? i think.. okok.. i will.
:))

toodles doodles poodles

*toot**TOOT*

2005-10-06T13:53:00.000-07:00

muahahahhaha... i'm taking advantage of yda's comp to actually blog since tues... well.. basically. my comp is being a pain in the u-noe-where n it will juz hang... n it happens when my bro not at home... haix.... nvm.. so.. history n science was ok.. juz hope i'll pass... gdgd.. muahahha... tt mr i-dunno-his-name-but-he-looks-like-william-hung is so psychotic... n probably nadia's long lost bro.. the psychoticism is there u see... haha.. CHIAMANG

blergh... k lar.. dun wanna use it too much... hahah... so i'll blog as soon as the comp is fixed... which is probably when my bro comes back frm i dunno where... well.. tough luck laaaar.. to all who's fasting... happy fasting jer lar eh... haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

toodles doodles poodles
:))

:))

2005-10-03T17:36:00.000-07:00

yay!! after waiting for half an hour.. itz finally ready.. haha

Ookok… so today was realliREALLI insane.. I mean.. like.. I admit I’m always nisane but today I was crazier… ok.. sooo.. wat happened basically is that I started saying green in a high-pitched voice… even higher than nadi n me n nad started luffing.. so peeps… if u saw us luffing.. itz probably bcuz of the colours thingy… yeap… n today we had music n juz my luck Kenneth was behind me n I cant concentrate on singing cuz the way he sang was so HORRIBLE.. sori Kenneth… itz juz facts.. haha.

o-kay… so then.. I juz found out sumtin so horrible n stooped tt itz stooped to be called stoopid.. n u noe wat it is? I FAILED MY MATHS TEST BY A FREAKING ½ MARK.. n guess wat? I HAFTA RETAKE THE WHOLE THING TMR N GET FULL MARKS… wth… I noe I noe… I shldnt hav made the careless mistake n actually studied.. but itz 12!! Juz half mark.. itz not like I got below 10.. ooo… juz my luck lar eh.. gawd.. n tt Justin so damn irritating.. he kept emphasizing on the freaking fact tt he doesn’t wanna take a retest cuz he dun care if he fail or pass… mdm marina was like fuming… n u can practically see smoke coming coming frm her nose.. n i’m juz rite beside her.. gawd.. n Justin had the cheek to say tt he doesn’t need to study cuz he got 250+++ without studying for PSLE.. like ..who the freaking hell cares? U think u’re gonna pass just like tt? Look at the freaking marks u’ve been getting? wahh!! Great ar? 3 over 25? pass izzit? GAWD

n yea.. miss chiang is damn ‘GOOD’ tt she keeps saying tt we’re gonna drop to 2o7.. like I care lar!! GAWD… wat did I do to hav a teacher like her?

Okies then… toodling n doodling.. gonna study for tt freaking retest..
:))

Ooo yea… before I forget.. when yda n nad n I went to mac.. we saw the ‘mat drug’ as u guys call it.. well guess wat? They called me a minah drug… so hez my other half.. muahahaha… jkjk… I will never leave u-noe-who..
:))

paper

2005-10-01T18:00:00.000-07:00

currently addicted to paper.. wahahahahahha... pieces by sum 41 is damn nice i tell ya.. i'm like addicted to it rite now... photograph by nickelback si nice alsooo.. gawd.. i might as well say i lurve all the songs in my jukebox!! WOOTS! lalalalalalalalala... ok.. so i'm still not studying.. ok.. at night laaaar... haha

Pieces

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would showT
hat I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

On my own

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

oo yea

baaaad

2005-10-01T15:39:00.000-07:00

ok... so i'm supposedly studying... so wat rite?? hah! ok.. i dun feel like blogging now.. maybe later aite?

2005-09-30T21:01:00.000-07:00

khairul won the anugerah.. WOOOTS.. S.P dominating.. tt syed azmir lost.. HAH!

ssshhhh

2005-09-30T20:58:00.000-07:00

today was eng paper.. well.. truthfully.. it was ok but the comprehension a bit boring n i juz cldnt concentrate.. haix.. but anyway.. justin was making such a big deal over lil things.. ok.. first of all.. mr i-dunno-his-name-but-he-says-claire's-name-as-'CHWARE' didnt collect his compo.. n justin was like 'excuse me!! U DIDNT COLLECT MY PAPER'.. my gawd.. he was practically shouting... the poor teacher looked horrified.. poor poor.. then justin kept on saying 'SHHHHH' at the top of his lungs whenever sumone talks.. so being the twins, me n ad started imitating him n so did yda n the rest of the class... n i cant help luffing... gawd.. u shld see his face.. it was so red n he was mumbling... crazy.. n after the compre paper.. nguan han was asking ard for the meaning of 'virtually' i think n justin was like.. 'for ppl who dont use the dictionary, the meaning of the word virtually is in the context.. pls check the dictionary urself' in this crazy monotone.. i looked at nguan han n he looked at me n i juz started luffing.. GAWD

ooo yea... then we went to lot 1.. n i cant stop luffing cuz nad n yda n iqa were making this jokes bout a baby being an ambulance or sumtin like tt n there was a freaking insect.. i noe i noe.. dun remind me of the lipas incident.. GAWD.. then we went to lib to borrow books n finally went home..

then after going home.. i of cuz went ot again to plaza singapura cuz my father wanted to buy a modem or watever tt is.. n i saw tiz freaking niceNICE phone which cost $0... but my father juz havta be stingy n he said he will not giv me a new one unless my old hp broken or sumtin.. aiyyyyyoooooo

ok.. frm now on i shall be a gd gerl n study so i'll get a1 n get a freaking new hp... i will DO IT.. i'll start studying rite bout now.. wait.. on 2nd thought.. wat bout tmr? hahahaah.. crazy -_-

2005-09-29T16:30:00.000-07:00

did i tell u tt guy frm amazing race is so damn cute? his name is brock.. AHHH... ooo yea... letz juz hope tt watever-his-name guy wont win.. fauzie rawkx!

exam

2005-09-29T15:59:00.000-07:00

my bro is a total freak.. he just cant let me hav a decent life.. n he juz HAFTA scare me when i first step inside the house.. gawd... he's one freak.. okok... so.. wat bout today? basically, eng lesson was just a revision for the paper 1 eng exam... of cuz me n nad were juz half-listening to wat miss lim hafta say cuz we were laughing bout ol poo n fish poo the whole while(dun ask).. GAWD..

ooo yea.. then dnt was damn tiring.. i was sweating like hell while smoothing the box thingy.. but at least i got it done... althou there were some chips here n there.. but who the freaking hell cares? n after tt.. i enthusiastically snadpapered the whole box thing.. yes.. i noe i look like a freak.. but it was quite fun lar.. cuz kenneth was entertaining us.. damn.. he does hav a big ego... but he's still ok lar... then after tt we hafta mop the table.. n nobody wanted to mop our table so nguan han juz hafta do it half-heartedly.. then he got scolded cuz he never checked the tools.. haha.. everyone was luffing cuz he said tt it was mr-minah-chi-cantik's fault.. n he juz had some bad luck cuz his key fell in the white powder thingy.. n i of cuz started luffing.. yea.. so dnt was kinda fun.. hah!

soooo.. then after tt me n yda went to canteen to juz hav some junk food.. n we talk n talk n decided to go mac cuz shez craving for ice-cream.. haha.. then we eat in mac n talk n talk.. quite fun considering we were luffing a lot... but laughter's the best medicine... rite?

okok... i noe i'm suppose to panic n all cuz eng paper is tmr.. but i juz dun feel all tt... haha.. okok.. maybe i shld start revising.. letz just pray tt i'll pass wif a decent mark.. cuz i definitely dun wanna fail... rite.. so i guess i'll start revising.. rite bout... NOW

:))

history

2005-09-28T16:16:00.000-07:00

ooo yea... i forgot to tell u bout hist lesson... basically.. we were so enthu n went to the ava theater wating for miss tay.. but she never did came.. soooo... me n nad like lie down on the bench n sleep... n meanwhile the class is debating whether nadi or kenneth shld play the piano.. but in the end.. both of them played.. n fiona too.. damn nice laaaaar... music, air-con.. AHHHH.. but we juz had to feel guilty n went back to class n leave the piano n air-con behind.. DAMN..

oooh yea.. nadi n kenneth has talent.. i'm damn jealous.. hah!

oo yea.. n in malay class.. haha.. we were at the library wif 2o6.. n then therez tiz boy in front of us.. who was shaking the liquid paper so enthusiastically... aiyo.. then yda started luffing n me n nad n iqa started luffing also.. n nad imitated the boy.. but someone juz hafta say 'shhhh'... crazy pig.. wahahhaha

okok.. i noe.. i shld study.. bluergh

hawtHAWT

2005-09-28T15:39:00.000-07:00

hahahahha... i'm VERI VERI happy today.. hehe... ahaaaa.... gawd.. i cant help smiling.. dun ask y... so aniway.. today we got our class photo!! YAY! NOT! aiya... i'm practically bored to death.. gawd.. nothing exciting ever happens in my life.. itz dull laaaaar.. i need excitement.. gawd...

today we had lit test.. i'm so lazy to actually ans the question properly.. i'm a slacker.. so wat rite? haix.. i miss u i miss u i miss u.. see? i'm crazy already.. gawd.. i need hersheys.. n hot fudge ice cream.. maybe some potato chips.. ok.. FINE.. i will stop talking bout food frm now on.. i shall be a gd gurl n study.. DAMN

if u were mine

2005-09-27T17:03:00.000-07:00

If you were mine,
I'd be your everything and you'd be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want
Ohhh Yeaaa

Everything I dreamed about
Everything that I talked abou
tOne thing I can't live without
I wanna get closer to you
Can't stand being far away
Knowing that you don't feel the same way
Questioning bring tears to your eyes

[Chorus:]
If you were mine,
I be your your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want
Ohhh Yeaaa

All words I sing about
All that is that I write about
Only thing I wanna hear about
So that I can get closer to you
I know that there is someone else, but he's only thinking of himself
Doesn't make any sense for you to be lonely

[Chorus:]
If you were mine,
I be your your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine
,I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want
Ohhh Yeaaa

Let me be the one to share your hopes and dreams with
You'll never be alone again, cuz' I will hold you endlessly
Please don't be afraid to let your brokenheart guide you
Into these open arms that long to surround you, baby!!

[Chorus:]
If you were mine,
I be your your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want

[Repeat Chorus:]

u're not only gd enuff for me..
u're juz too good for me..
i.lurve.u

netballll

2005-09-27T16:23:00.000-07:00

guess wat? we got our netball shirts alreadi!!! WEE... i practically scanned the shirt.. serious.. i m PROUD to be a netballer! go netball! hahahah... so guess wat guess wat? today we played hockey during p.e.... boring lar.. basically.. i dun get how playing wif a stick n a small ball tt looks like a mongosteen cld be so much fun... no offence to those hockey lovers.. haha.. but hey... netball is much more FUNNER..

oooo yea... n maths was ok.. haha.. cuz we didnt go thru the paper... which is lucky cuz i fell asleep while doing it half-way... haha... maths is a bore!! gawd.. n i got frustrated while doing the ex. 6c... hah!

oooo yes.. so basically.. today me n nad went to lot 1 to return my library book n drank bubble tea n talk n talk n talk... gaawd.... which is fun actually... cuz she is kinda slow.. like me.. wahhaha..

bluergh... i'm feeling veri veri hungry.. aaahhh... gggaawwd... anything to save money rite? ok.. nvm.. tmr i will EAT AT RECESS.. well... maybe... i think i've become fat... uurrrgghh.. y no NETBALL?

oh YA! tt miss chiang so damn lazy.. cuz she left the class list for the class photo in her watever file.. n then she doesnt wanna take it.. n said tmr then she'll give us.. wat kind of crap is this? she shld excercise to burn off those fats... or go expressions n be the new face.. HAH!

go netball!

HAPPY

2005-09-26T16:20:00.000-07:00

gawd... i m HAPPY.HAPPY toay... okk... sooo... as usual todae i went totally crazy.. dun worry.. in case u dun noe.. i m ALWAYS like tt.. weell... ever since i met nadia, my dear twin.. hahah... i hav 3/4 of the brains... n most of the calcium cuz she's so fragile. gawdd.... i cant help smiling.. cuz of.. ER-HEM... public lar.. cannot say... soooo.. YEA! juz now bought hersheys wif yda n walked to lot 1.... gawd... yda's crazy lar.... then bought 17.. saw my dear joel's face in lime magazine wif hilary duff.. but nvm lar.. they look gd together.. haha... but joel still rawkx!! WEE! he's so HAWT... even hotter than FAUZIE... no nadia.. he's not urs.. HAH!

bluergh... i'm feeling hot.. hahahah... i'm like supposed to do the maths 2oo1 paper but i hav no energy to do maths lar.. n mdm marina is going thru the paper tmr.. laaar... heck care lar.. i dun give a damn... school is shit.. ttz y it's sucky... gawd.. i'm getting nervous bout the exams cuz i dun think i wld pass which means FAILING which means getting lectures on how i shld cope n all tt BLAH.. i'm juz not ready for the science, history n maths paper.. mainly bcuz itz all bout memorising formulas or however u spell it.. see? i suck... n eng paper os on friday.. bravo ezz! F9 for eng!! mummy wld be so freaking PROUD..

what shitty hell

..

2005-09-25T11:20:00.000-07:00

i m absolutely traumatized by the dream tt i had... gawd... y must it be the most egoistic guy eveR? gawd................ uuurrggh... tiz is freaking me out..

dun worry.. i'll tell u at skool my elite sister..

stoopid

2005-09-24T21:50:00.000-07:00

eh... i can write watever i want.... even if itz crap.. so dun u EVEN FREAKING DARE TO SINDIR WAT I HAV TO SAY.. N U DUN EVEN DARE TO SAY IT IN MY FACE.. HOW FREAKING PENGECUT IS TT? VERI VERI

N DUN FREAKING DENY TT NO ONE WANTS U... CUZ U NOE Y? U'RE JUZ SO FREAKING PENGECUT.. I HATE PPL WHO JUZ SINDIR OTHER PPL N DARE NOT SAY IT IN FRONT OF THEIR FREAKING FACES.. IF U HAV A FREAKING PROBLEM WIF ME.. THEN DEAL WIF IT.. N MAYBE U CLD FUCK OFF TOOOO CUZ U JUZ SUCK... UR MIND GAMES ARE SO CHILDISH.. GO FUCK UR IMAGINARY FRIEND

there..thnkuverimuche...ifu think itz u then fire away at my tagboard..
jgn teraser lar eh..

hah!

2005-09-24T20:41:00.000-07:00

u shld b honoured tt i took my time to do the jukebox..hah!

longing

2005-09-24T19:54:00.000-07:00

i am a veri veri happy gurl today.. wait.. i'm happy every single freaking day.. nvm... sooooo.. today had fun.. dun wanna elaborate soo much... gawd.. i miss him... yeap... whoz the him? juz guess aite?

i cant wait till exams are over.. cuz it'll b so fun without studying... haix... life is complicated lar.. i'm starting to think that maybe i'll just.. u noe.. be HAPPY wif wat i hav... okok ezzati.. dun get too deep..

aiyoyoyooyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyooyoyoyoyoyoyoyooyoyoyoyoyooyoyoyoy... see? i m PSYCHO... n i dun wanna talk bout TODAY... cuz i freakingly AM SICK IN THE HEAD.. DAMN

the yayness

2005-09-23T22:26:00.000-07:00

changed blogskin.. now finding out how to put a jukebox.. freaking tiring n frustrating.. thnx jane for helping.. oh yea.. i forgot to mention sumtin else bout bt view...

i wanna go toilet... then no toilet paper... then helpful nadia n er.. sumone else.. help me take.. haha... but i dare not go inside the toilet alone cuz itz damn freaky... n then me n nad started luffing lyk hell..

the elite 19 sisters.. i noe u dun understand.. :))

jukebox

2005-09-23T19:54:00.000-07:00

i am happy today for many reasons.. muahahahahahah.. ok.. so to start... hmm.. nothing much happened in history cuz basically we watched the watever emperor who wanted to immortal but died at an age of 50 oi think.. muahahaha... so then maths.. we hada a test n i think i'm gonna fail.. but wth.. then eng.. haha... u gotta hear this.. we were going thru the band of brudders compre n then me n nad started singing random songs.. yes.. we hav gone KUCKOO.. so tea.. i dunno who started it exactly but all i noe is that we startedsinging numb, breaking the habit, in the end, perfect n truly madly deeply.. yes.. kuckoo... n i imitated the guitar n the drums.. we are so wonderfull.. oh yea... how cld i forget ocean avenue.. muahahahha.. freaking jukebox

oh yea.. we are the elite 19 sisters... y 19? cuz we got 19 for the essay.. hahahahaha.. we rawk! the best 19 sisters!! oh yea.. we are twins seperatd at birth but we found each other after 12 years.. shez takin by spies.. hahahahah.. n i knew she was my long lost sisters frm the time she said 'boleh saya duduk dgn awak?' on the first day i came to bpghs.. cant u see the connection between our brains.. shez gd in maths n i'm gd in WRITING... n we sucked at malay.. YAY!

ok then.. then form class n tt miss chiang.. talk n talk n lecture us bout behaviour stuff.. so lame man.. i was half-awake n my eyes juz felt like closing.. but hey.. at least after skool i sweep the floor rite? me n nad actualli.. YAY!

ok.. then we had to go to bt view.. haha.. very funny cuz we had to run for the bus n wahidah was screaming lke mad.. i was half laughing n running at the same time.. damn tiring.. then in the bus.. wahhh.. so hectic.. nadia was gonna fall... n we laugh n laugh.. n the bus was damn violent cuz it kept turing n stopping n it made us fly towards the front of the bus.. damn.. we were crazy.. so's serene... haha

then it was bt view.. as usal.. veri boring lar.. budden my p1 guy.. i was teaching him.. he wanted to sit down then someone pushed his chair n when my p1 guy wanted to sit he fell flat on the ground.. wahhh.. i was o scared man.. his face like blur blur.. i wanted to luff lar.. budden stopped myself.. yda was laughing.. haha.. ok then...

something else happen..

there was kenneth n nguan han.. they were a very happy couple.. budden one day.. kenneth fell for nadia n nguan han fell for JANICE.. but they are still together.. ok.. back to reality.. basically.. nadia poked kenneth n she said she cant fell his bones.. then we started luffing.. as in me yda iqa n nguan han.. n he ran after nadia wif this lust-y look... it was.. unfogettable.. haha.. gawd.. nguan han n kenneth look so much like a couple.. hahah

ooo yea.. iq n niz did a sort of show.. they got guts.. tt i hav to admit.. but hey yda.. maybe u're rite... we shld perform, the four of us... *psychotic mind thinking*.. haha.. then go home n blah blah..

oo yea.. today rawked... i lurve the green heart.. haha

timon n pumbaa!!!!
itz a partner thing
:))

rain rain

2005-09-22T16:35:00.000-07:00

todae was quite hectic lar
basically i think the aniaml kingdom shld noe rite?
so yea.. i noe.. itz very.. distracting
n az, i m not gonna be a freaking les cuz i m happy to be juz MUA!
n i'm happy being sane
althou a lil bit senget sikit my brain but im still OK

haha.. todae at malay class quite ok cuz we getta to do anting we want.. so i juz u noe.. write a song.. haha... so yeap.. tt was wat i was doing thnkuverithemuche.. haha... but quite boring lar cuz cannot make to much noise cuz it obviously the freaking library.. uuurrgghh.. but at least malay exam over alreadi.. hahahahaha.. i m seriously in need of a new hp... plleeeeeez... uurrggh.. ijuz havta beg like hell to get a new one

todae was supposed to hav netball but i never go.. setakat run ngan passes jer...

ooo yea.. n yda.. dun be too sad aite... we're all here for u.. i mean.. even if u noe... we're innocent.. itz all facts.. :))

i hate fighting cuz of being lose to anuther person or watever... lyk az said.. ttz juz pri sch stuff.. grow up

happi burfday wani!

AHHHH

2005-09-21T19:57:00.000-07:00

stoopid fucking comp juz hav to close my blogger while i was updating.. fuck u lar... sucky wacky fucking idiotic... UUUUUUUURRRRRRRGGGGGGGH

i m so freakin pissed.. laaaaah.. i hav to write all over again.. dammit... i hate tiz comp! crazy pig!

i'm glad hml paper is over.. bluergh.. sucky wacky... n while we were doing the paper there was a sesat BIRDIE inside n itz damn.. HAWT.. haha.. n nad.. remember 1o2 BIRDIES...? nvm.. itz a partner thing... muahahah....

tiz morning there was a cat crisis cuz two cats were outside my front door n i'm scared to open the door cuz they will probably go in.. bluergh... but quite cute eh.. haha

ooo yea..n therez this wooden thingy frm my comp desk which dropped out n it reminded me of dnt.. i SUCK-ED at smoothing the box thingy.. sucky wacky

n nadi.. get well soon!!

n jane.. maggots... INTERESTING..

pain vain gain~

study

2005-09-20T21:15:00.000-07:00

i m SUPPOSE to study for hml paper 2.. but NOOOO... i just cant concentratee

sucky wacky

darling artpiece

2005-09-20T17:24:00.000-07:00

ok.. todae ws quite normal if u minus the morning part n err... after skool

so basically, wat happened was tt oh-so-idiotic-yet-cute niz went to TAKE my DARLING ARTPIECE n juz wont give it back until i've forgiven him which makes me even more mad.. so at last, i juz stormed off n of cuz being stubborn.. it took a long time to convince myself to forgive him.. i noe i'm the best.. muahahahahahahha

okies.. then a miracle happened.. MRS LIM DIDNT COME... like, omg! muahahah... so of cuz me n nad took this opportunity to SLEEP... quite nice eh... i mean 1 whole hour of sleeping but miss chiang juz had to come n we had to wake up n listen to her explain bout the worksheet... damn her... oh ya.. she has a problem wif our socks.. WELL, AT LEAST ITZ 1CM ABOVE THE BACK OF THE SHOE... sucky wucky

then there's art n itz quite fun... cuz we talked bout COLOURS... n well.. red is 'HOT' which means aggresive n all.. yellow is 'WARM' which means friendly n the colours of m1.. n of cuz green is 'COOL'.. the clour of starhub!YAY! n green means calm n quite friendly but not tt friendly.. muahahahah.. so true.. blue's 'COLD'.. haha.. n of cuz how can we forget the 'MAGIC' purple or 'lunatic'.. hahah... so those purple lovers, according to mr lim, they sumtimez is veri cold n sumtimez friendly... so itz ever-changing which also means 'LUNATIC'.. haha

damn.. suppose to be studying for tmr.. cant wait till itz over n malay will be A FREE PERIOD.. the yayness... no hw!!

okies then..end here alrite?

cool pool~

hml

2005-09-19T20:02:00.000-07:00

i m not in a gd mood... having a headache rite at this very moment.. n i snapped at my dear mummy juz now.. so sori!

okok... today was the hml paper 1.. it was quite ok considering tt i totally suck at malay unlike hazwani who totally rawks at it.. bluergh..

i m not in a gd mood so letz make this post short but not sweet... first, i hav to do my art cuz the pipi-saya-gebu mr lim wants it TOMORROW... 2nd, i wanna hersheys.. 3rd, i'm having a severe headache n 4th, a bee got squashed... YAY!

so basically, my life sux

toodles poodles~

AS if

2005-09-18T19:25:00.000-07:00

ok.. i m not easy to be friends wif n i noe sumtimez i might act as if i'm kerek or juz plain sombong but i m NOT WHO U THINK I M OKIES? juz dun judge me jzu bcuz i wont hi u back or watever.. it doesnt freaking matter if i'm in BPGHS.. okies???? u juz dunno noe me.. dun act as if u do cuz if u do.. u wldnt be saying tt i'm sombong.. sum ppl are juz too.. uurrgghh... sucky sucky

bluergh

2005-09-18T19:12:00.000-07:00

i feel sick.. having stomachache.. gawd.. aint this sucky.. ooo yes it is mind u.. gawd.. how m i suppose to study today? uurrrggh

neway, besides the stomachache part, i m a VERI VERI HAPPY GURL TODAY.. mainly bcuz of sumone.. (yes nad, i'll tell u tmr)... wahahahahah... gawd.. i still feel sick.. maaaaaan... malay sux lar..... sucky sucky ducky ducky blacky blacky wacky wacky.. wahaha.. i m not ready for tmr n i m NOT ready for wednesday so basically, the main point is i m NOT ready.. so there... so i'm supposed to be doing the oh-not-so-gd art bcuz the oh-pipi-saya-gebu art teacher wants it by tues... bluergh.. sucky sucky mr lim.. muahahahahaha

i feel like puking.. sorry... hahahahah... ezzati is hit wif 'THE BUG'.. no.. not dengue.. dun curse me.. wait.. i'm cursing myself... no.. no dengue..

oh yea.. todae hav religious class.. quite fun actualli n i juz found out tt next week we hav oral exams... as if malay n eng oral isnt enuff alreadi.. sucky sucky orals babe...

i m so sucky today.. bluergh... i hate studying.. bluergh.. my parents are talking ever so loudly n itz really sucky cuz they're talking bout phone lines n i DUN WANT my phone to be taken away mind u.. n i juz NEED a new hp.. gimme gimme!

bluergh..i think i shld stop here

sucky blacky wacky ducky tacky lucky me~

my love

2005-09-17T18:01:00.000-07:00

today is a veri brightBRIGHT n sunnySUNNY day.. itz a nice day to just go exercising but of cuz being lazy i rather spend quality time with my lovable computer.. at least i'm blogging rite so i'm entertaining u? haha.. aniway.. today went out to eat.. so full now... juz now got 2 minahs who stared at mee.. like .. see wat see wat see? hahahahah

i lurve tiz song.. so nice tt it makes me melt lar... n nadia... u ARE NOT FAMOUS.. I REPEAT.. U ARE NOT FAMOUS.. saya rasa awak seperti mahluk asing lah, nadia. SEE? perfect malay.. oo.. makes me hate malay even more.. did i tell u tt on monday itz hml paper 1? crap rite?? n i havent even studied.. bluergh.. so watever rite? yes, watever.. malay sux!YAY!
gawd.. everyone in my house is sleeping.. like.. this is the day to go OUT.. NOT IN.. i m crapping.. uuurrgghh... i cant believe exams are coming n itz gonna be october n hari raya puasa n voila! THE END OF THE SCH YEAR.. wow.. time's getting faster n faster.. so is this gd or bad? or in the middle? mmm.. i hav no idea

oo yea.. before i forget.. i need to say something to niz.. u dun have to care bout the lies, u noe.. if u're innocent then y are u getting so agitated for? itz no use cuz u're just wasting time n letting tt other person win this fight.. juz relax k? cuz i trust u to NOT break my heart n even worse CHEAT.. but if u do, i m SO GONNA BREAK UR NECK N LET IT TURN 360 DEGREES N GO HOO-HOO

ok.. letz end here for today.. n y do i feel bad? bluergh.. shuddup ezzati

toodles~

bored

2005-09-16T21:11:00.000-07:00

3rd post for the day.. i am getting insanely bored.. i cant think of anything to do n i sure dun wanna touch my hw... so for now i m spending quality time wif the comp before my idiot bro take 'it' away frm me n ruin our niceNICE relationship... ok.. see wat i'm talking bout? i m having a relationship wif a computer! psychotism.. this is all the influence of nadia.. she is DANGEROUS.. KILLER.. MURDERER.. ok.. i shall shut up................................................................. .............................................. damn... i'm getting bored.......... letz talk bout chemistry.............. my grp gotta green sumstance cuz we itchy hand go n mix the two chemicals....... bluergh.... miss chiang was quite angry... watever

bored................. *stares at the comp thinking... n thinking*..

i'm so the damn bored tt i juz feel like sleeping.. but i dun wanna sleep bcuz i m an OWL..
ok.. tiz iz going out to sha... dun cut ur VEINS.. it is scary n u're my deari so if u hav any prob do give me a call ok?

gawd.. i need a bloody hugggg... anibody generous.. oooh yeas!! i need some tags.. itz getting so silent in there... n i HATE silence... wahahaahahh

okok... i wanna watch the chinese 9pm show..

toodles~

sick

2005-09-16T18:57:00.000-07:00

i cant stop sneezing
i think i'm gonna be sick

i'm starting to have a bad cough
damn

:(((
i feel so sick

we're going down

2005-09-16T17:42:00.000-07:00

wahahahaha
this is what i've accomplished for today

- half a day in school of hiding ur hp in ur shorts
- not sleeping in a 3 PERIOD MATHS CLASS
- not sleeping in any of the classes

wahaha.. it was really hectic at recess cuz everyone was hiding their hp.. like mus said, maybe th objecive of the spot check is so that the students cld be creative.. haha.. cuz i found out that there are a lot of hiding places that ar quite.. erm.. i dunno how to say it cu itz like so EWW.. yes EWW.. some ppl have a too active mind.. haha

for maths.. hmmm.. itz quite a surprise since the algebra thing is quite easy and mdm marina gave us a 10 min break where a grp of us adjust our hps in the toilet.. wahaha

n reasons why i HATE walking in carparks in the dark

- u might slip n fall cuz U CANT SEE WHAT THE HELL U'RE WALKING INTO
- a cockroach might just crawl up u.. EWW
- u mught be hit.. hah!

ok then.. it all ends here
toodles :))

oral

2005-09-15T19:37:00.000-07:00

i've survived a dae of oral
n i like ENGLISH N I HATE MALAY
YAY
so malay can relax one corner bcuz i juz dun giv a damn
i promise to be attentive in english lesson
haha
bullshit lar..

wahahahaha
ok
i was just so sleepy n i juz snapped
like tt peribahasa bout arang or sumtin like tt
so sorri

wahahahahahahahaha
i heart my owl
hah!

ocean avenue

2005-09-14T18:48:00.000-07:00

today was NOT the usual dae
ok, it was quite usual if u didnt count the ocean avenue part..

ok, letZ start frm the beggining.. at the carpark there.... i started talking bout heartlanders to nad n bout the cutting up of the body parts n also the starting... n we started laughing.. so kids.. we're not crazy... itz perfectly normal to laugh at a show

okkk... so then at science lesson ttz when things started to get SO boring.. basically the stupid miss chiang started talking bout the class's clealiness n started blaming hazrina n i was like... wtf? stop blaming her lar... itz not lyk the whole class co-operate.. deng-deng.. then she started showing us the enrichment camp's pics... quite funny.. wahahah
then when she showed the news thing.. sumhow, i remembered bout the ocean avenue video n told nad bout it sumhow mimed the actions to her... nadia of cuz started laughing like hell... n i do it again n she laughed some more until i was juz plain tired.. kinda funny yet cool.. haha

so THAT IS MY LIFE.. FASCINATING. NOT
then after skool had to do the history boardgame thing cuz AZ FORGOT TO PRINT THE ANSWERS.. sum onlie lar but cldnt blame her cuz she stayed up till 5 to do it... but it turned out ok lar... then after tt the o2 gurls had some fun wif the spray thingy n i started spraying almost everyone.. the yayness.. (no nad.. not anus).. then had to go n blahblah

wow.. ok.. wat a post.... sooooo... i dunno lar.... i dunno whether to be happy or sad.. i mean i hav falmost everything.. i shld b happy rite? but somehow, sumtinz juz missing.. n i dun wanna cry like the past when whenever i'm thinking of him or him.. i'll started crying n bluergh.. it juz hurts.. now.. ok... so i shld b glad.. my frenz care.. i hav a house i hav a father, a mother, a sis n bro.. wat more do i want? well maybe i juz wanna feel wat itz like to be realli lurved... but NOOO.. ttz juz isnt possible... i feel empty.. maybe ttz wa i lack.. love... :(

n nad.. remember tempted to touch?? yea.. itz a partner thing.. we started talking bout ass-es.. hahaha.... quite funny cuz she cant juz stop laughing tt laugh tt makes me laugh..

ok then.. todae i wanna end my post with a code frm a book

'Love is just this illusion that people cling to so that they don't have to be alone'

toodles~

duh

2005-09-13T17:23:00.000-07:00

didnt go netball
bluergh
valid reason thou
bluergh
i dun feel like writing
wahaha

u'reBEAUTIFUL

2005-09-12T18:59:00.000-07:00

omg
i saw a HOTTIE juz now
n i juz found out he stayed the same block as me
wahaha
hawtHAWT
i shall not talk bout him animore
bcuz of certain reasons..................

so ANIWAE
juz found out thurs gt oral
like OMG
wth?
aiya
juz hope i passed

n i juz cut my fringe
actualli my father cut for me lar
so itz like short
as in shortSHORT
wahahahaha

tiz is to a certain SUMONE
dun crap lar.. stop deceiving ppl wif ur lies.. cuz ultimately, u're juz deceiving urselves.. wat? u wanna b popular? well.. u r a 100% blinded bitch who i think wanna b popular but will never b cuz u juz suck.. n u onli wanna tangkap jambu so tt ppl will notice u but no one will bcuz ur attitude juz sux.. n u can ask other ppl around.. y u wanna hate ppl if u dun even noe them?? maybe u shld look urself in the mirror n think bout wat i said.. cuz juz change ur attitude n STOP talking bout other ppl behind their backs.. cuz u are juz finding enemies for urself

N IF U WANNA SINDIR ORANG.. SINDIR DEPAN-DEPAN
U NOE WAT TIZ PROVES?
U'RE JUZ A COWARD.PENGECUT

ooo yes
HAPPI BURFDAY MY DEAR ZUL A.K.A DADDY
best wishes aite?

art

2005-09-11T18:34:00.000-07:00

itz been i dunno how many daes since i blog
busy lar wif the hws tt i left till the weekend to do
(baddy gurlie)
but i stayed up till 12 to do the malay thingy
yes i noe... crazi owl
but i m on owl
HOOHOO

so there
todae hav to go madrasah.. no choice mah.. many weeks never go
but onli two so not tt many
but nvm
ANIWAE... boring TK LEH KALAH
budden now i'm back home
finding ideas how to start my creative ART-y mind to work
onli i dun hav an ART-y mind
so yeap
ttz the MAIN problem
cuz yesterday i veri the SMANGAT buy the water colour PENCIL like the pipi gebu instructed us too
but now my mind is totally blank
u can pactically hear it go *beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep*
yeap.. itz true... ok wth..
letz see....
i still hav the 6 MATHS PAPERS to do
bluergh
like i care

n i cant play netball tmr
oh my...
my leg is ok alreadi wat mummy!! y cannot play?? nga semangat ni
WAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
i m a WRECK
i wanna get my juices going so i can draw like an artist, think like an artist, write like an artist, eat like an artist... bluergh..
i noe i'm not making sense here.. but wth

i lurve my water colour pencils
WAHAHAHAHAHA
*psychotism*

2005-09-09T12:42:00.000-07:00

did i mention tt i suck at art?
no?
well
i suck at ART
n my leg's fat.. as in bengkak.. ewww

bluergh

2005-09-09T08:55:00.000-07:00

gawd
i feel sick
n juz horrible
cuz i hav to NOT go to the netball thing todae
bcuz of a headache

i feel lyk so HORRIBLE
cuz i cant even go ice-skating
bcuz of my ankle
haix

listening to tiz malay song
TK LEH KALAH
wth
i dun feel gd todae or yesterday

haixxxx
y do i juz HAV to sprain my ankle
n fall sick on the same day
bravo ezz.
u juz achieved sumtin so EXTRAORDINARY
-_-

ankle

2005-09-07T20:27:00.000-07:00

guess waat??
i SPRAINED MY ANKLE AT NETBALL
the agony of it all
n if ttz not enuff
juz now nearly been hit buy a TAXI

bad luck lar ezzati

ok
so todae we did the history boardgame
quite fun
haha

riiiiiiiiiiiitteee
:))

temply

2005-09-06T18:43:00.000-07:00

changed temply
wooots!!!
the comp is acting like a spoilt brat
n yea
i'm so fucking pissed
n yea..
ttz who my personal message is referring to
n nadi
of cuz got parrot lar
veri colourful

i lurve euu

animal kingdom//zoo

2005-09-06T14:44:00.000-07:00

todae is diefinitely better than yesterdae
we went to meet our brothers n sisters at the zoo!!
the yayness

ok
letz start frm the beginning lar
i was obviously veri psychotic todae
the moment i stepped into the skool, i was juz CRAZY
of cuz
me n my frenz talked bout tiz person who juz sux to the core
n then i of cuz made fun of all those lil things
n then went to the zoo n then BAM!
we went inside the auditoriom.. or watever u call it
n then we were briefed on the maths trail thing then the fun finally start
at first we were all soooooooo eager to do all those questions
budden veri boring lar
so we decided to NOT do th thingy n hav some fun

so we went thru the whole trail n got some ans which were so damn obvious
n then we walk walk until e end of the trail

then of cuz we decided to walk even FURTHER TO THE ELEPHANT PART
okok
tiz is went the fun start
as u noe
elephants are elephants
i mean like
we saw it shit these balls..
like.. EEWW
nad said it reminded her of the thing where u put $1 n then hav to turn until a ball come out
n the wae it pee
like shower man

ok
so we decided to get out of tt place n walk even further in
as u noe
it is a forest
n itz veri quiet
then we walk walk then got tiz house
n then we heard a laughter
the kind of laughter tt is spooky
n azlin screamed n she n mus started running
wahidah started running n so did nadia
they were screaming their heads off
n i took bout 5 sec to register wat was actualli happening n started running too
i mean, like.. who wldnt rite?
then sum more we heard sounds juz b4 tt
budden after running a distance awae.. we went back to the house n ound those freaking 1a malay guys;nazrin, emsaiful n this other guy
n we started shouting at them
it was spooky ok
the stooopidity

then after tt went back towards the main entrance
touched a snake
veri plastic
n then went to the SHOP n sumtin flied towards me n rested on my arm
it was veri cool n it is an INSECT... ON MY ARM.. ON MY ARM
n i juz freaked out
it was big man
not big big but big
then had to go back alreadi n find out all the ans

WAHHHHH
i wanna go zoo again
like fun like tt
too bad nadi didnt come ya
she missed the funfun
wahahahah
till then
toodles

we didnt see an owl
damndamn

robots

2005-09-05T19:36:00.000-07:00

todae todae
is the dae
tt i went to science centre
juz bcuz of...
robots
as in robotics.. wth
i'm so not into robotics
boring lar
then sumone myr grp's robot went totally haywire
so psychotic
didnt do wat we programmed it to do
damness

went it was like time to eat lunch
i was like so glad
then after tt went to kent ridge park
quite ok lar
like the bridge part
veri calming
the place quite sweet ar
juz imagine
u n tt special sumone there...wif no one watching
the HAWTness

then went home bout 5.30
not tired todae lar..but went going home so the netball seniors training
like pity them ar
cant wait for america's next top model
the yayness

n b4 tt
watz the use of teaching us how to use a compass when we bloody hell didnt use it
aiyoyo

i m in lurve wif tiz song
the niceness
WEE
:))

the yayness

2005-09-04T16:24:00.000-07:00

wee
yesterday was gd
ate the nicest pizza
WEE
n watched 'dark water'
gdgd

weelll
todae no madrasah
the greatness of it all
then now so boring lar
budden watever lar
wee
i'm bored
i wanna eat
i wanna get fat
the fatness

i wanna go ice-skating
anibodi wanna go wif me???
i'm bored lar
animal kingdom, how bout tt???
one of these days during the sch hols
okok

end here lar eh
toodles, doodles, poodles
wahaha
:))

my hump

2005-09-02T20:46:00.000-07:00

gawd..tiz song rawks!!!!!

i juz found out tt i'm getting darker/tan-ner
uurrggh
sunblock pleez
:))

i wanna get fat!!

harry POTTER

2005-09-02T19:43:00.000-07:00

okok
u're probably wondering wat the hell my title is
basically
it started on a fine day(gloomy)
in... errr.. wait..history class.. or izzit maths? or eng
but wth
i started getting those fine(psychotic) thoughts bout harry potter
so i started saying '10 points off gryffindor'
of cuz..
i m severus snape the half-blood prince-ss
soooo
then we started talking bout harry potter
the WE is nad n me
n i started acting like hermione
wahahaha
damn hilarious

oKAY
soooo
todae took height n weight
lost 5 kg
the yayness

thenTHEN
wat ar?
ok
went to bt view
then we rushed inside the train
ok
tiz is when things got psychotic
atiqah acted seductive
like realli
n she MERABA-RABA my arm
it wasnt seductive
it was plain freaky
EWWW
then at the bus
it gotten so haywire
tt all of us started laughing like hell
FREAKY

ok
then outside the room in bukit view
the real show began
i dunno y i did that budden i did it
i was like singing to yda a seductive bdae song
then i started dancing
n they thought me into dancing like a skeleton
it was MAD
u shld ask herianti
i was psychotic to the core
budden i prtend to b injured
then atiqah, nadi n nad carried me
wah lao
scary sia
they were going to put me in the rain
but of cuz i wriggled out of their evil clutches
but the skeleton dance was cool
rare dance u'll find
WEE
the owl skeleton
the HAWTNESS

budden in bt view
we got sent to the p4-6 rm
wah laoo
so quiet wan
but quite gd lar
then go home wif.....
blahblahblahblah(personal)

THEN HERE I M
DID I MENTION TT I SKIP NETBALL?

okok
now for a bdae song to yda n KAK fazeera(WEE)
HAPPI BURFDAYE TO EUU
HAPPI BURDAYE TO EUU
HAPPI BURFDAYE TO(DRUMROLL) WAHID-UCK N FAZEERA
HPPI BURFDAYE TO EUU
*ACTING SEDUCTIVE*

the hawtness of it all
i m officially sick in the mind todae
so dun mind me
alrite??
muah!
*acting seductive..AGAIN*

i heart euu!!

sugar rush

2005-09-01T20:11:00.000-07:00

currently eating cadbury black forest
the niceness of it
yumyum

ok
so todae went causeway point
quite boring lar
but at home even more boring
so not looking forward to tml
the unyayness of it all
soooo
eating cadbury to calm myself down
itz realli nice

gawd
todae was heaven
cuz the comp is all mine since morning
the yayness

but i'm still waiting
n waiting
gawd
i hate waiting
*eats anuther cadbury*
n tmr got netball
the stupidness of it all
i m thankful tt tmr hav CIP
*eats anuther cadbury*

urrggh
the cadbury's finishing
i shld hav bought the big one lar
deng-deng

i'm still waiting
aiya
getting hungry alreadi

:P
i wanna eat
buaix

TMR'S SUMONEZ BDAE!!!!
QUACK QUACK!

: ))

2005-08-31T18:31:00.000-07:00

i'm bored lar..
decided to talk bout todae
in DETAIL
okok
so at sch got the concert lar
quite gd lar actualli
like the dance items
HAWT
then got the food delight thing
our class lyk so pity wan
but nvm
we still made it thru mah
but still hungry

so after tt
went to meet saf
wah lau
she so damn late
waited for like half an hour
then found uot she dismissed at 11.30
aiyo
budden decided to go wif sha
then we went to sch n tt stupid security guard so kpo
budden still can get into sch mah
then at there met up wif haz, saf n tia
n then we mingle2 then decided to go n meet ana at marsiling sec cuz canteen so packed
lotz of old enemies n mats n minahs frm pri 6
kerek ar
soooo
we waited for ana for 5 min then go causeway to eat
weehee
quite fun lar
the nafter tt take neoprint
wee
budden all gd things hav to end cuz we had to go home n sha av to meet her bf for a MOVIE(envy)
sooooo
yea
wahahah

happi or not????
okok lar
omg
addicted to dun lie alreadi
nononono baby nononono dun lie
weeHAHA

i want ice-cream
:P

n niz
I'M STILL THINKING
owls need xtra time to think
:))

dun lie

2005-08-31T17:58:00.000-07:00

wee hah
change song alreadi
nananana baby nananana dun lie

todae teachers' day lar
i like the dance item
nicenice

okok
so todae take neoprint
veri lazy to write lar
weehehehehe

dynasty

2005-08-30T19:34:00.000-07:00

todae.. i went completely crazi
wat i've learnt todae is tt..
the chiang dynasty lasted for 15min
the screen dynasty lasted for 5 min
the lim dynasty lasted for 1hr

wahahah
n now we're at the tiger dynasty
n we hav to bring back tt freaking books
omg
do u noe how tiring it is
VERI

n comp got virus
damn damn

yay!!
tml going pri skool!!!

ALL HAIL THE CHIANG QUEEN
tiz is not a laughing matter
<33

grrrrr

2005-08-29T18:47:00.000-07:00

i m damn pissed off wif tiz comp
it has been acting like a pain in the ass since last night
n itz getting on my fucking nerves
wat fuck
grrrr

gdgd

2005-08-28T18:46:00.000-07:00

wahahahahah
todae is tooo great to b called great bcuz itz juz great
WEEhehehe

wat happened todae?
well, basically, at bout 9+++, i went back to fuchun for the alumni thingy
waahahaha
quite boring lar budden saw a LOT OF PPL
n tt cheered me up a lil bit
althou lotz of minahs.. like ewwww
n then therez some HAWT HAWT PPL
n i hav to admit, hez still HAWT
wahahahhaha
then we talk talk
we stayed ther until 3+++
then went to causeway to take neoprint n eat
n then go library

but todae was great lar
bcuz i gotta see everione
deng-deng
but it was damn hot
wahahahaha

i'm a happi teenager
budden havent do homework
aiya
dun care lar
hehe

omg
i havent thought bout it yet
damn

my comp has gone crazi

deng-deng

2005-08-27T17:04:00.000-07:00

i'm bored larrr
i juz feel like sleeping
deng-deng
i hav absolutely nothing to talk bout
ttz y todae is so sucky
except tt the vacuum went totallie crazy
wahahahaha
other than tt i'm all alone n bored
actualli not alone lar but wth

so aniwae
tmr got the fuchun alumni thingy
cant wait to go
i miss my dear skool

N I WANNA TAKE NEOPRINTS!!

2005-08-26T20:41:00.000-07:00

i lurve u too dear!!!
muackx!!!
tiz song is meant for u
thnx..for everiting...
*MUACKX*